Hiding what i feel

I look at the sky,
I see no rain...
But,
I look inside,
And see,
Everything.

The wind,
The rain,
As the dark,
Black clouds
Roll in.
They cover my heart,
And block out the
Sun.
I feel no warmth,
And can't see past
The rain.
Outside my heart,
Outside of me,
the sun shines
Bright.
And the dirds start to
Sing.
Everything so...Happy,
Everything so...Free.

I wish it would all just
End.
I wish the pain would just
Go away.
The numbness starts to
Take over.
No sign of the sun
To warm this feeling
I feel inside...

Everything is
Wrong
Everything is
Gone
My feelings,
My tears,
I can no longer see clear,
I wish I could
I wish I could
Oh,
How I wish I could...