Levi

Strong and Smart
Beautiful to the fullest extend
He's different
Can't campare him to anyone
He trust me
He loves me
He cares for me
Would never let anything happen to me
He wants to serve
Become a Navy Seal
Not afraid
He's far from fear
And when I look so deeply in his eyes
I see everything I fell so much in love with

Aj

Caring and kind
Smart and funny
She's just so peachy
Alway so happy
She's the one
Who can't make that frown
turn upside down
She's a great friend
Really silly when she's excited
I love her like a sister
Can tell her what I go through
How I feel
And I know she will understand

Kaylee

Pretty and funny
Smart and Kind
Loving and caring
She's the greatest
She's the best
I'm so glad
To call her my best friend
My sister
She's her own
And I love her
I'm glad i met her
She's such a joy to be around
And when I need her the most
She's always there
Friends forever
Friends for life!

Tyler

Smart and funny
Kind and sweet
Crazy to the max
But I don't care
We may have our differences
We may not always agree
But he's there for me
I did hurt him
Too many times
For him to forgive me
But that's how he is
He forgives and forgets
He's a good friend
Gives good advice
He's the guy you go too
With anything
Going off to the Military
And wanting to serve his country
I'm glad I can call him my best friend

Kevin

Funny and smart
Artistic and talented
Friendly and kind
He doesn't care what people think
Embarrestment Ha!
He's the best friend someone could have
And I lost him
I was stupid and wrong
I was stupid and foolish
I miss your advice
I miss your kinds words
How you were always concerned with me
I wish I could have that back
Show you I can be the friend you thought I was
My second chance has been already used
No if, ands or buts
I'm nothing special
And don't deserve a third...
I screwed-up
And if I could take it back...
Kevin, You know I would...

Will

With eyes so full of hate,
And a mouth so full of lies,
Way back when I was in love with you,
I really thought I could change you...

I loved you...
I wanted to be with you...
But you never cared...
And when I was with you...
You still didn't care...

I wanted to show you,
How it felt to be loved,
I wanted you to have a heart,
And feel something other than pain,

Cause the fire blazes and burns your soul away,
Making it quickly fade away,
You're at the point where you care nothing...
But your self.

I wish i could of changed you,
I wish I could of saved you,
But a wise friend once told me,
You Can Only Save The Willing...

The storm

the skies grow dark
like the pits of hell
and the rain begins to fall
like tears from heaven
a low rumbling in the background
like a chuckle of a giant
and a few flashes of light
like a switch being turned on and off
the wind blows around the trees
making them look as though
they were dancing
the sky grows darker
like the skies without the moon and stars
the rain comes down faster
like running water from a shower
the thunder becomes louder
like the laughter of Godzilla
and the lightning lights up the sky
like fireworks on the Fourth of July
the winds pick up
like the letting loose of a balloon
full of air
the sky is now a violent black hole
and the rain is impossible to see through
the thunder is like a sickening cracking of a whip
and the lightning is like a flashlight
yelling S.O.S
the winds threaten to pull up trees
and bushes
then…
everything goes calm
like the silence before a terrible storm
and then…
the skies go a violent shade of black
the rain is now pieces of ice
the thunder is now shaking the ground
the lightning is now the only source of
light
the wind violently rip the dancing trees
from their homes and thrash them
around like a rag doll
the skies clear
and the sun is out
but trees lie defeated on the ground
and glass like ice is sprawled
out everywhere
disaster left its deathly mark

Night time memories

Memories of past events
lurking in my head at night
i cringe when the memories
come to me one by one
showing themselves
making me relive each one
over and over again
i tose and turn
my eyes open and close
no matter what
i still remember
and i still cringe
and some times i cry
memories of him
memories of her
memories of this
and memories of that
i just don't want to
remember anymore
my heart aches
i'm in pain
i want a peaceful sleep
but my mind won't shut up
cause memories of past events
lurk in my head at night.

My friend...the Night

I hear the night call my name,
Whispering softly in my ear.
The tender touch-
of its nightly breeze.
It mesmerizes me,
It surrounds me.
Like a black quilt,
that's wrapped snuggly around me.
Night.
The only friend that truly understands
the feeling to feel
opposite of day
enemy of light,
The night gives me this strong sensation
a powerful feeling.
Night is my friend,
I love the night,
When the moon shines in full
And the stars wink at me
I hear my dear friend call my name
As he whispers softly in my ear…

Living life as a soldier

Take a turn in their shoes
Do you feel what they feel
See what they see
Watching their comrades
Die right before their eyes
And shedding their blood
From their veins
For their country
To keep us safe
Take time to realize
That living a life as a solider
It’s hard
And when they take their last breath
When they sacrifice themselves for us
The bravery and courage it takes
To fight
To bleed
And to die
Is amazing
Living a life as a solider
To say that they could serve their country
With pride
Is truly amazing
Not many people realize
How much a solider sacrifices
Not many people see
It’s them that keep us safe
The reason we can close our eyes
And have a peaceful sleep at night
Take a turn
In a life as a soldiers shoes
Feel their pain
See their life
Feel their fear
And see what they go through

Invisible

I dwelled on life for way too long,
Time for me to accept and just move on,
Don't want to make that mistake again...
Of trying to just make a friend.

No matter how hard I try...
I just seem invisible to everyone else's eyes,
Except my own.

I look in the mirror everyday,
Wondering why I'm so invisible,
Am I too quite?
Am I too shy?
Why can't there be a reason for my being

No matter how hard I try...
I just seem invisable to everyone else's eyes,
Except my own...

Hiding what i feel

I look at the sky,
I see no rain...
But,
I look inside,
And see,
Everything.

The wind,
The rain,
As the dark,
Black clouds
Roll in.
They cover my heart,
And block out the
Sun.
I feel no warmth,
And can't see past
The rain.
Outside my heart,
Outside of me,
the sun shines
Bright.
And the dirds start to
Sing.
Everything so...Happy,
Everything so...Free.

I wish it would all just
End.
I wish the pain would just
Go away.
The numbness starts to
Take over.
No sign of the sun
To warm this feeling
I feel inside...

Everything is
Wrong
Everything is
Gone
My feelings,
My tears,
I can no longer see clear,
I wish I could
I wish I could
Oh,
How I wish I could...

hands held high

hands held high
for them all to see
i am not ashamed
of who i am
i am not afraid
of who i will be
the strength i show
my determination i prove
is not an act
nor is it fake
my heart unbroken
my soul not faded
and my spirit still living
i will continue to stay strong
determined to keep moving
with my hands held high!

Every little thing

You’re my sun in the sky
My flower in the garden
You’re my flame in the fireplace
My moon in the night sky
You’re my twinkle in the stars
My love in my heart
You’re my breath with every step
My words that I speak
You’re my words in a poem
My soul completed
You’re the song I sing
My blood running through my veins
You’re every little thing to me

Even if you hate me

Even if you hate me
You do something to me
That I really can't explain
Even if you hate me
There are things inside
I just can't stop feeling

You have this affect on me
You're in my every thought
I wish that you knew
And wish we could just talk

Cuz you see
Even if you hate me
I still want to be with you

We started off with a bad start
And all I ask is for a new beginning
A chance to start over

So even if you hate me
I want you to know
That even though you hate me
I still love you.

Alysha

She holds back the tears,
She holds back the screams,
She wants to make a sound
But she doesn’t know how.

Living in a memory
Of when I was with you,
I don’t know what to think anymore
Don’t know what to say.

I want to be with you,
But I don’t know how to tell you,

You were the only one,
That makes any kind of sense to me
And the only one,
That doesn’t make me feel this weak.

And know that I’m discovering
What you really mean to me
I don’t know if I can trust you
With this oh so fragile heart of mine

Her hearts been broken
She shed some blood
She wants to break through
She wants to reach out
And grab a ray of light.

All I want is you
But I don’t know
If I can take another heart break

This feeling you give me

You have to understand,
I just want you to know...
That when you look at me the way you do,
You make me want you more…

You have a way you look at me,
That I can’t explain the feelings I get…
You look at me with your gorgeous eyes,
And that hard to forget grin.

I don’t know what the look is,
Why I can’t comprehend it,
I just don’t know what it’s filled with…
I don’t know what you think,
When you look at me like this.

But it makes me want to be with you,
It makes me know that you want me,
It makes me forget everything,
All my pain, all my worries, all my anger,
It makes me forget everything.

I can never stay mad,
I can never stay sad,
When I am with you.

When I want to cry,
It never last long
Because I start to think of you,
And you bring me peace,
You bring me to that calm state of mind
And no one has ever made me feel like that before.

No one made me fall so much,
Made me fall so hard…
I can be with you for hours,
And still never get enough of you,
Time moves to fast,
Whenever I’m with you,
It leave’s my head spinning,
And I just can’t tell you how I feel,
I don’t know if you would understand,
If I fell too fast…
Maybe I hit the ground too hard…?

But I know what I feel,
And it may be too soon…
It maybe the right time…?
But I want you to know,
I think you deserve to know,


I don’t want to keep anything from you,
I can’t keep anything from you…
If you ask me something,
I will tell you, but…
I’m falling and I don’t want to stop…
Because the only way I can say,
The only way I know how to say this…

I’m falling in love with you.

Like a lonely rose

Like a lonely rose
I’m like a lonely rose
Surrounded by friends
But they will never compare
To the company of you

I miss you more with every breath
I miss you with every beat of my heart
I want you with me
By my side

I want to look in your eyes
I want be held in your arms
I want to kiss your lips
I just want to be with you!

You’re in my every thought
You’re in my every dream
Cause I miss you
And I can’t stand the pain
Being away from you is just killing me inside

I need to be with you
Want to get lost in your eyes
And drown in your kiss
I want you loving me
Cause I miss you

True love

Love hasn’t struck me this badly
I didn’t see what we could be
Until fate; destiny brought it
To my eyes I don’t know how to describe it
It’s like my heart aches
But it’s a good pain
I lose my breath when I think of you
And my breathing turns heavy
Also at thoughts of you

This love…that struck me
So hard…I haven’t experienced
Love like this before

It makes me act so weird
My eyes…they tear up
Because the pain feels so good
My heart aches with pleasure
And my skin turns so cold
My stomach starts to give
Me a weird feeling inside
Not butterflies…
But it’s like a warm liquid filling me up

I feel so vulnerable
So weak
I feel so delicate
When I think of you
I feel you are so strong
So in control
I feel like you can break me
When u touch me

I don’t want this feeling to go away
Because it’s something so new to me
It’s something no one
Has ever made me experience before

This is not a physical feeling
But an emotional…internal feeling

You make me want you
You make me crave you
I want so much of you it hurts


I shake
Because you have no idea
How I truly feel for you
When I look at you
When I touch you
It’s like I’m afraid of losing you
If I come to close
I’m afraid you will disappear
But this love that struck me so badly
Makes me feel…
So alive…
I never felt anything in this world before
And I never thought…
You could make me feel this way
Of all people you were the one
That made this love strike me so badly…

Want

It’s in the way you say you love me
It’s in the way you say my name
You make me feel so loved
More than anyone else has before.

I want to be with you
I want to hear your voice
I want to stare in your eyes
And lose myself for hours…
I want to be held by you
I want to feel your lips
Against mine.

I may want too much
I may not get any of it at all
But it’s better to want something
Than to want nothing at all

Want to save him

I want to save him
Cause I’m in love with him
But how do I do so
When he’s already so low
He has a chance to make it right
But will he now what to do?

It’s all so wrong
And it’s been goin’ on way too long
He’s mine forever
And we will be together
Till the very end
I will bend
Till I break
And make
Him understand
That he has to take a stand
And make a change
Instead of stayin’ in the cage
That holds him in his ways
I’m goin’ to stay
No matter what they say
I will fight for him
And never leave him

But what if I can’t change him
And what if I can’t save him
What if I end up like him
And lose everything

I don’t want that
And I want more than anything
For him to change his ways
But I can only help the willing
And I know he wants to change
But won’t take the effort and do it

What am I suppose to do?
I can’t leave him
It will break my heart
I guess enjoy the time with him
And when the time comes
To make the decision
I just have to suck it up
And make my choice

I want to save him
Cause I’m in love with him
But how do I do so
When he’s already so low
He has a chance to make it right
But will he now what to do?

I miss you

I miss you
And I don’t know what else to say
You’re always on my mind
But I can see
Obviously
That I’m not on yours
You’re out having fun
While I sit here
Feeling like I’m dying
My heart feels like it’s slowly
Tearing
Breaking inside of me
I hate this feeling
Of torture
Why won’t you pick up the phone
Or get on the stupid laptop
I right in my journal everyday
And it’s all about you
Don’t know what else to do
I miss you
And I really don’t know what else to say…

Keep holding on

He’s tears fall like rain
He can’t see through the pain
It’s tearing him apart
Eating him alive

I don’t really understand
What he goes through
I tell him to be strong
That he can move on
Keep ur head up high
No matter how much u may cry

For the past 3 months now he said
He’s been nothing but a wreck
I see him today
And he’s smiling
But is just a fake disguise?

I don’t know what goes on inside
But I do see the outside
He’s happy, smiling, and having fun
Is he hiding
Is he fighting

No need to end ur life
U have too much to live for
Even if u can’t see it now
It will eventually come
U just got to keep being strong
Keep holding on

Broken

In these broken times
He has a set of broken wings
He falls and hits the ground
No one there to help him to his feet.

I’m here
I’m going to shed my tears
Until you say you will stay
And never go away.

In his broken soul
He only thinks of hate
As the red flashes in his eyes.

In these broken times
You may feel defeated
But you need to go on
The battle me be lost
But not the war!

Don’t go breakin’ my heart
Not when I want to help
I know I can’t do much
But offer my words of comfort

No need for war
Make it peace
No need for hate
Make it love

I will mend your broken wings
I will mend your broken soul
I will mend your broken heart
And wash away the anger and hate!

I’m here
I’m going to shed my tears
Until you say you will stay
And never go away.

Empty things

I’m a scared little girl
Lost in this grown up world
I’m a diamond
Without it’s shine
I’m a pen
Run out of ink
I’m a poet
Lost for words
I’m the moon
Without it’s glow
I’m the sun
Without its rays
I’m a rose
Without its beauty
I'm a flower
Without it's smell
I'm there
Without you here
I'm lost
Without your guidance
I'm in pain
Without your love
I'm dying
Without your touch
I'm a scared little girl
Lost in this grown up world
Cause without you here by me
I'm nothing but these empty things.

You're like...

You’re like dove’s chocolate melting in my mouth
You’re like a sugary cotton candy dissolving on my tongue

You’re the deep dark blue ocean that I stand beside
You’re like the shade of a strong, tall tree

You’re like the soft rich soil in my hands
You’re like the warm soft sand between my toes

You’re like the gently light breeze lifts my hair
You’re like the light summer rain on my face

You’re like the silver moon hanging in the sky
You’re like the stars that light up the dark night sky

You’re like a song bird singing a melody in the morning
You’re like a blooming flower in the spring

You’re like the hot burning sun in the summer
You’re like the cool summer water’s

You’re like the falling leaves in autumn
You’re like the cool autumn breeze

You’re like a beautiful falling snowflake in the winter
You’re like a shimmering ice crystal in the winter sun

You’re like the warmth that comes from the fire
You’re like the yummy smell of apple cider

You’re like the smell of popping popcorn
You’re like the sweet taste of kettle corn

You’re like honey in green tea
You’re like sugar in McDonald’s sweet tea

You’re all these wonderful things
You’re everything in this world to me

Listen to your Heart

Love was in my life
For the first real time
I let it go
Let it slip away

Cherish what you have
Because it could be all you get
Don’t let any chance
Pass you by
‘Cause it could be your only chance

Love what you have
Don’t let it go
Hold on with both hands
And don’t let go

You were always there
I could tell that you really cared
But I hurt you
And now it’s too late

Get back what you lost
Before it’s too late
Realize what you have
Before it’s gone

I realized too late
I lost you and your love
I couldn’t get you back
Because I messed up
One too many times

Follow your heart
Not what everyone else say’s
At times it may be hard
And at times it may get confusing
But listen to the voice
Deep inside your heart
And it will give you
All your answers
As clear as the blue sky.

Soon-to-be Soldier

Strong and proud
Determined and focused
Dedicated and true
He’s a soon to be soldier

Brave and loyal
Honest and wise
He’s a soon to be soldier

His eyes show no fear
He’s in this to win it
He wants nothing more
Than to serve his country

This soon to be soldier
Is one of the finest there will be
He will make his way to the top
He will lead his men victory
He will be a war hero
And when he comes home
They will sure as hell “be damn proud of him!”